You always miss a best/good friend

Well, first let me start off by telling you that I am new to this and Im just trying it out. So, it could be temporary thing or I may follow up with it for a long time. Who knows? I guess we'll see soon enough. Secondly, I want to thank one of my best friends Lauren Ashley Londino the First for inspiring me to become a blogger! Well let me get started on my first posting.

"You always miss a best/good friend". I'll start with this because it has been on my mind the most the past week or so.

I have 5 or 6 best friends and a lot of good friends. However, in the past i'd say year or so I lost both a best and a really good friend of mine. I'd say that is something huge in someones life, and had me thinking and pondering about it from now still till this day. I have a good friend back. It's kind of like we are still good friends after about of severaly months prolly around a year or so of not speaking for certain reasons. As of now, we are working on the friendship, and working together to build it back to where it was and maybe it can grow from there. Im not scared to admitt while we werent speaking, I really did miss the good 'ol times at the beginning of our freshmen year and glad to have him back in my life. You always miss a good friend

I think you can only miss a best friend for so long then everything kind of fades away atleast from my experience. Im the kind of person where I can not forgive someone very easily at all, and that part about me will never change. I have changed a lot over the past year and it has been for the good and for the bad. The bad, because I lost a best friend and good because I am closer to God and I have open my eyes to a lot of new things aka the world. With my change it brings new people and things into my life, that I cant bring some friends and things into. At the end of the day I am content with that. I have some of the best friends in the world right now and hope to keep my relationship with them as long as possible aka lifetime.

Well, this post is out of order, doesnt make sense, and whatever but I did not want to go into depth of everything within my friendships. Online, I just dont do that. It's immature and not the right way. So, at the end of the day if I could tell you ALL one quote about friendships to leave you with it is this.

"It is what it is, It's not always fair".